December 23, 2006

Dreams - My other reality

It was Apple's church wedding. Everyone was in the sanctuary, ready for the march-in. I suddenly remembered I was to stand near the doors so as to receive cue from the choir head to send the flower girl and the MoH walking. So, I swiftly moved to the back of the church.

The next scene, the flower girl and the MoH were walking down the aisle already. So, I went to get Apple and Shaun ready. To my surprise, Apple was not in her bridal gown. And when I told her it's time for her to walk down the aisle, she did. But only till half of the aisle. Then, she sat down. After awhile, she walked out of the church. I was still standing at the back, astonished at what was happening.

I spoke to her outside the church. She told me she's not getting married anymore. She told me she just had a quarrel with Shaun again and she's decided she's not going to marry him anymore.

The next scene, I saw a bride walking down the aisle, in a bridal gown. I didn't see her face. But, Apple told me it was Eve. She had told Eve to just walk down the aisle instead of her because she didn't want to ruin the wedding, even if she's not going to be the bride.

Huh?

Then, the dream ended.

xxx

I received this photo slideshow from CJ. The photos were all taken at the beach. There were Cj herself, Zie, Kay and me. We were at the beach. We were swimming, playing in the sea. We were on the beach, playing frisbee. I could see the expressions on each of us clearly. We were laughing, mouth wide-open, eyes smiling too. From the photos, we were having a lot of fun.

In the slideshow, Cj said something like, look at how we were in the beginning. Look at how much we laughed. And she also said she count us as her blessings.

It was a short dream.

|We were just smsing each other yesterday night about how we are blessed to have each other as friends.|

xxx

It was at some shopping centre, which vaguely reminded me of an airport. Maybe it was at the airport. I was there with Kay. We were doing some shopping. We seemed to be looking for different things. I wanted us to shop together but she seemed reluctant and impatient.

So, she said she will go look for what she wants by herself. But she said she would call me when she's done. I agreed. Then, I walked by myself. After awhile, the shopping alone became a kind of waiting for her.

Many hours must have passed. But she hadn't called me yet. I was getting tired and bored and was wondering where she was. In this dream, I had a handphone but I didn't want to call her. I didn't want to rush her or interrupt her shopping. I just kept waiting and looking at my handphone to see if she's calling.

I waited and waited. Still, no call. I wondered where she was but I still didn't want to call her. Somehow, I was sure she would call me. All I needed to do was to wait. So, I waited and looked at the time pass, minutes by minutes.

I was still waiting when the dream reached its end.

Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 10:42